Thanx for understanding MartinB,
And yes Ducatista, I have thought of other work, I called all the part time agencies and they said that they will put me on the books but as they have other people in front of me I will get a full time IT role before they get round to calling me for a part time role, then this is why I have been training with Able Motorcycle Training to become an instructor, so that at least I can do something to keep me sane.